I wonder, which is more painful, the actual trauma or the period after the trauma is over... when you look back and shudder on the mere recall of events. Of course, the individual has braved through a difficult situation in life, but probably is not well-prepared for the aftermath of the trauma on the emotional and mental well-being. Today I came across few ramblings by Hudugi. Well.... I am not really sure when she wrote this, but looks like she has undergone a tragedy which is why she is depressed. Probably she keeps having flashbacks of the event which makes her cry. This is what she had written... "I feel scared when I get back emotions. Right now I am leading my life, but my heart is emotionless. It's like a blank page of this diary where I have started writing. My heart is full of sadness and it is the silence after the storm. Like everything bad is over, and now I'm standing among the ruins of my past. I don't know from where to start. It is time to m...
This is journey of a lost girl, a hudugi in the city of Benguluru, hustling her way through life.